Pride and prickly predjudice..

Its those dang meds, or lack of....they make me have itchi~scratchies all the time. Even if my hair gets on my skin, say in my face, it itches and drives me crazy, which adds to my frustration and anxiety.I can "see" the hairs that fall onto my forhead, and THAT drives me bonkers!!! I don't want to itch and scratch like I have fleas, or someone might think I have "something", like mange, or lice or I'm having withdrawls from meth! Good grief!!! So, I put on hydrocortisone, and take benadryl, but wasnt the whole idea about getting OFF the meds? Oh, Lord, please help me! I noticed that I am fidgety, and always, pulling, tugging, itching, or something, its making me very nervous, uncomfortable AND crazy.(If that being crazy is a possibility anymore, I'm already there!)I feel frustrated by the fact that it wont go away, it makes me not relax, so I want to take more anxiety meds, so I don't fret, which help the itching, (they are a anti~histamine), maybe its the spring time allergies starting to kick in, but what ever it is , it has to go! Im sure that dry skin is not helping, need to lotion up and drink MORE water! Yeah, that's it! drink more water, and everything will be fine. Well, hair's to you, kid. From the faucet to the follicles..........