In my head....

You know they say that about you "its all in your head"..What does that really mean? As for me, I am constantly striving to be better, kinder, stronger, more compassionate, closer to G-d, my creator who fashioned me after himself. I want to be more like Him, if that means going back to my jewish roots of christianity, then amen, or "so be it". I don't care about this or that, but when it comes to loving the L-rd your G-d with all your strength, mind and soul, I shout "I do". Why is it that some people have a hard time understanding about folks and religion, but if you say, "I'm going to be the best piano player I can be, or the best dancer or speaker I can be, everyone is on board. What is it about Christianity, Messianic followers of Jesus (Yeshua), or any religion at all, people get all psyched out about it. They say, "oh they've gone "religous" , or they don't do "that" anymore, they are religious. It frustrates me. I am not the best person, or even close, but the fact that I want to get close to MY G-D, and share with him all of me, and express that however I want should be between me and Yahweh. Jesus was jewish, and still today is in my mind, "King of the Jews', He came to get others on the right path , judaically speaking, trying to get the people of the time, jews mostly, to listen up to G-d! He is talking and no one is listening. You see this over and over in the Torah, and other books of the Scriptures. But everytime, G-d looks upon Israel, his chosen people, and saves them from themselves. I want to know that G-d is there for me, I don't need anyone to tell me, because he lives in my soul, and I know that he is there allways for me, anytime I need him, even just to chat. Which I feel priviledged to do with him on a regular basis. He is my abba! Baruch Hashem!! Thanks be to G-d for bringing us the Torah, the commandments, and His son, Yeshua.